why do i even bother coming on this site no one likes me no one talks to me no one even says hi to me when i go into chatrooms i could easily jump off of a building and no one would notice.
i hate my life everyone picks on me and gives me a hard time about anything and everything everyone obviously doesn't like me most of the people i no dont like me which i dont think is fair coz they dont no me even one of my best friends dont even talk to me much i think she secretly doesn't like me but she wont say that to my face.
I think i might slit my wrists i think im ready to die i think its my turn.
im so depressed right now i think i need to see someone about this whole thing my life is so messed up i cant handle it any more i just dont no what to do. And i cant handle other people telling me what to do i cant stand people touching me either.
Do ya no what i really hate? I really hate people making fun of me coz i cant spell propaly its not my fault the way i am.

here's a song from the rocky horror picture show, that i can relate to in a way it's called I'm going home

On the day i went away (goodbye)
Was all i had to say (now i)
I want to come again and stay (oh my)
Smile and that will mean i may

Cause i'v seen blue skies
Through the tears in my eyes
and i realize im going home (im going home)

Everywhere, its been the same (feeling)
Like im outside in the rain (wheeling)
Free to try and find a game (dealing)

Cards for sorrow, cards for pain
Cause i'v seen blue skies
Through the tears in my eyes
And i realize im going home

I'm going home
I'm going home
I'm going home






i love that song its one of the best songs i no but i dont expect any one to reply to this so im gonna shut up now before i start to cry